Random Thoughts
Is it just me or does Kate from Jon & Kate + 8 seem really bitchy? Granted, if I had 8 kids, I think would be too.
Got a cortizone shot the other day and it started feeling better, now it sucks again.
Stress and stupid bullshit make for a very mean, grumpy Matt. I hate situations that are based on past behavior and the expectation that you will never object to something. And when you do, you're 'disappointing' or 'upsetting' someone.
I don't want to get any older.
It's weird seeing the direction people go as you get older and how relationships change.
These are all really negative snips from my last week. Ugh.
I had two days off and truthfully, accomplished almost nothing. Truthfully, I don't really give a rats ass either. I got some good rest and hung out, which I think I needed more than anything else.
Quickchek sausage, egg, and cheese on a portugese roll is fuckin yummy. And no, I don't really know what a portugese roll is, it's like a kaiser roll, but crunchier.
I've been cursing a lot lately, finding myself holding back from screaming at the kids or at Fae for no apparent reason, and just generally wanting to say "FUCK THIS" and get in my car and drive to Japan. Yes, sometime between NJ and CA, I will invent a driveable sub so I don't drown. I'm feeling 'inventy' not suicidal 
All of this is making me want to post something else, and I don't have to pick up Gillian for another 15 minutes, so stay tuned for the next post.
February 28th, 2009 - 12:20
Kate does seem bitchy, but it’s what keeps the family functioning. I love Jon and the way he reacts or refuses to play into it. Sadly, though I like Jon’s personality so much more, I think there have been times I’m more like Kate.
I’ve been kind of freaked out about my age lately too, but truthfully, when I really think about it, the older I get, the better I understand myself, the more I know what I want. It’s not so bad. And if it helps, just remember, you’ll always be younger than me!
And scrambled eggs, ham, hashbrowns and shredded cheese wrapped up in a tortilla are pretty delicious too! But today’s breakfast is actually just a can of V8.
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February 28th, 2009 - 12:21
Thanks Terri, I love reading your responses
March 4th, 2009 - 17:46
LMAO. Hell yeah she is – and here I thought I was the only one who was thinking that – lol.
I hear you about the cussing. Except I don’t have to be grumpy to be a potty mouth. It just comes naturally.