Random Thoughts

Is it just me or does Kate from Jon & Kate + 8 seem really bitchy?  Granted, if I had 8 kids, I think would be too.

Got a cortizone shot the other day and it started feeling better, now it sucks again.

Stress and stupid bullshit make for a very mean, grumpy Matt.  I hate situations that are based on past behavior and the expectation that you will never object to something.  And when you do, you’re ‘disappointing’ or ‘upsetting’ someone.

I don’t want to get any older.

It’s weird seeing the direction people go as you get older and how relationships change.

These are all really negative snips from my last week.  Ugh.

I had two days off and truthfully, accomplished almost nothing.  Truthfully, I don’t really give a rats ass either.  I got some good rest and hung out, which I think I needed more than anything else.

Quickchek sausage, egg, and cheese on a portugese roll is fuckin yummy.  And no, I don’t really know what a portugese roll is, it’s like a kaiser roll, but crunchier.

I’ve been cursing a lot lately, finding myself holding back from screaming at the kids or at Fae for no apparent reason, and just generally wanting to say “FUCK THIS” and get in my car and drive to Japan.  Yes, sometime between NJ and CA, I will invent a driveable sub so I don’t drown.  I’m feeling ‘inventy’ not suicidal 😉

All of this is making me want to post something else, and I don’t have to pick up Gillian for another 15 minutes, so stay tuned for the next post.